Difficult Time In My Life
Day 14 – Difficult time in my life:
*Sigh* This is actually really hard for me to write, since I am going through a difficult time at the moment, but I am going to do my best.
You all know about our dear little Ella that we got almost 2 weeks ago. I wanted her so much. I loved her dearly. I anxiously waited for the day she would get to come home, but she was a challenge. She was a lot of work and on Thursday (5 days after we got her), my mom was having anxiety all day. She was exhausted every day since we got her and even though she was beautiful, funny, and adorable, she couldn’t wait for her to take another nap. Which I admit, I sometimes felt that way, too. We were both trapped in the kitchen, unable to really DO anything. So that day, my mom decided she couldn’t do it anymore. She called Sonia, the lady who gave her to us, and she came and took her back that night. It was so hard to let her go. To lose another pet – a member of the family once again. My heart broke and I missed seeing her the next morning. But as the days went on, I tried not to think about her so much. I didn’t want to live in depression like I did when we lost Majesty. But, yesterday I was thinking about her so much and I broke down and cried. I miss that little sweetheart, but I know that the right decision was made. Princess Ella Reign will be forever loved and missed <3
Prayers would also be much appreciated for me and my mom as we go through this
Tomorrow’s “assignment” is going to be quite yummy, so I’ll talk to you all then! 😉